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[hawk can probably hear the smile through the phone. he forms the question to seem effortless– asking for the paper or to pass the remote. he's said it before and he'll say it again, but he makes it sound special and coveted. a request that doesn't take no for an answer.]

Picture me in your full hands and bring yourself to me in a vial. I want you in the milk.

[his breath hitches. he could be palming himself through his slacks, or maybe someone took him by surprise.]

Can you do that for me, Hawk?

[his eyelids squeeze shut almost immediately - before the words are even finished. it's as if his actions are puppeted on a string that august is holding the end of, that he couldn't deny even if he wanted to.]

Yeah.

[he swallows thickly, suddenly hot under the collar and hard as hell. where did that even come from? his voice lowers, rasped from the dryness in his throat.]

Yeah, I can do that for you.

[his eyes stay shut, thoughts drifting into something dreamlike in the way he can picture himself making it happen in as much as it actually is happening. but it's better to think about august holding the glass, something ornate and specific - where has he seen it before? shit.

he's worked his cock through the slit of his boxers and slacks, fisting it with one hand with increased desperation.]

Are you - gonna be in the milk too?

[it's breathy in between the slick noise and rustle of fabric, enough to convey to august what he's made happen here.]

[he'd taken a quick detour to the restroom of the airport to hide away in one of the stalls. this won't take too long, from the sound of hawk's needy voice. zipper undone with one hand and a shift in his position tells hawk that he's pulling his cock out. then a slick, wet noise as august licks his hand and begins to stroke himself in turn. long and slow delicious motions and already weeping from the head. pure arousal. he sinks lower against the door of the stall, lashes fluttering closed.

the operation has better results if they're both aligned. both thinking about each other and the exchange.]

Yes–

[around a sigh, picturing where hawk is, how much he wants him. how much he wants to drink him. take him. he swallows in anticipation, stroking himself with more fervor.]

We'll share it– I'll give you the last drop for how good you're being.

Jesus, August - fuck -

[where is he right now? some addled part of his brain wants to ask if he's really still at the airport, or if he's already gotten a sleek, partitioned car and has the privacy to play this game with him. only it doesn't feel like a game - it feels important, an inexplicable tether that they have to complete, that he has to obey and see through to the end. why wouldn't he when pleasure is the only thing flooding him right now? if he thinks about it hard enough, it almost feels distant - like his own hand isn't the one doing the work, like august is right here murmuring in his ear and fisting around him.

hawk groans into the receiver, head tipping back against the headrest of the chair and letting his eyes squeeze hard as he keeps working at it - ]

- 'm close. Real close - you gonna - can I -?

[why he's asking permission is beyond him. it barely even registers.]

[god, he really had to start this now, didn't he, all hot and bothered in the airport, itching to blow his load for hawk's sake. to struggle with thinking about how to time it, phone pressed between cheek and shoulder, trying not to fumble to grab the singular vial he keeps for this reason. a shuddering breath, hips rolling up into his own hand, pumping, closer– he has to be close. if anything is a weakness of august it's the urge to gain power or favor with a willing assistant. a friend, even. but hawk knew the surface of august and not the dark underbelly that keeps him afloat.]

Hawk– [with his next words rasped in latin,] give yourself to me freely. [and he'll recognize those words, too. he's said them with hawk on his knees, august bent to feed him with his hands on his face, tongue over tongue, spit and come and sweat exchanged to be swallowed. instinctively, august swallows, conditioned by his past and hungry with a sexual appetite rearing with an open maw.] Come for me.

[another hitch of his breath as heat pools below his stomach and his cock throbs, slick messy sounds the phone barely picks up. he'll come when hawk does, god knows how he times it perfectly, but he does. he can hear hawk's breath, trained and perfect for him, and knows exactly when the orgasm hits.]

Shit - ! Oh shit, yeah, yeah -

[it's strange the way he feels like even if his body weren't already so close, so needy just from the sound of august's voice on the other end of the line - that somehow this rush of his orgasm would be plucked out of him anyway, pulled out of his body as if by hand. by august's hand, long fingers, stripping away each wisp of defense and shame and decorum against giving into this. it's not that he's been a saint since kenny's death, but the urge for sex just isn't there when he sees pretty faces and tight bodies - flirtations that are subtle and overt.

but somehow this: giving himself as if by sacrifice...this he can trust more than anything else in that moment. it all goes white behind his eyes, the slick noises and words in his ear, suddenly sounding as if they are here with him, that he can feel august in the room and that the hand milking him dry isn't his own. fuck, he wishes - ]

Jesus -

[was that latin? it crosses his mind so briefly he wonders if he dreamt it, breath ragged and fist slick with the spurt of his own cum, thick and somehow wasted in the way it's not been used for something else.

...what the fuck?

it's the distance, he decides. there's a low chuckle as he arches back and lets out a relieved exhale.]

Christ, Aug. Didn't have afternoon delight on my agenda today, but I'm sure glad you called.

[get here soon, he wants to say, to beg almost, but he swallows it down, feeling too needy already.]

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cw kind of nsfw weird ritual implications...i dont know what to call this

delightful is what u call it actually

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shhhh there is no timeline 2 continue the garbage