[needed it by doing the exact thing he'd lectured hawk for doing, in the past. meaningless, mindless fucks. but he believes tim now that it was a mistake, that the reasons in doing so were different than hawk's, but they were needed all the same.]
I just...I need some space. I have a lot to think about.
[ And pray about, which goes unsaid, but they both know. It's been a hard month, and he's done a lot of things he isn't proud of, plenty of which have nothing to do with Hawk. Bartering with lives, fighting with friends, lying to those who are as good as family - he'd proven better at the game than he thought he'd be. That's something to be ashamed of, as far as he's concerned. ]
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So where does that leave us now, Skippy?
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[ And pray about, which goes unsaid, but they both know. It's been a hard month, and he's done a lot of things he isn't proud of, plenty of which have nothing to do with Hawk. Bartering with lives, fighting with friends, lying to those who are as good as family - he'd proven better at the game than he thought he'd be. That's something to be ashamed of, as far as he's concerned. ]
About everything, not just you.