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[nishtha]

There's a particularly fine Gainsborough in the library. I enjoy the dark promise in the landscape. It feels as though it's waiting for something.

And yes, Parisa and I are very close. We share almost everything.

So you're here to visit Rosie?

[homosexuals]

There's a few around here you can really get lost in. Some of 'em - I'm surprised they were allowed to be painted back then, if you catch my drift.

[very risqué, oh boy.]

What do you think it's waiting for, then? In your expert opinion. I'm all ears. :)

It must be nice - having someone always in your corner.

Yeah. They've been inviting me for awhile but...well, I lost my partner about a year and a half ago. Took an injury that kept me pretty isolated. But enough of them asking and my therapist telling me to stop wallowing and I finally decided to take everyone's advice - so here I am. It's a little more crowded than I expected, but everyone's terribly charming.

[nishtha]

I read about that. It must be difficult to be somewhere new without him. Wanting to talk to him and unable to do it.

[homosexuals]

...Yeah. It's beautiful here - and I wish he'd been able to see it. I keep thinking if there was ever a moment that could have made things different, you know? If we hadn't gone to that play, or if we went out this night instead of staying in - would he have been exposed to...whatever the hell contributes to that kind of cancer.

Anyway, sorry. Don't meant to bore you with depressing details.

This is the first time I've been optimistic in a long while. Maybe we can have a coffee sometime together, Armand.

[nishtha]

I asked for the depressing details. Don't worry about it. I'll buy you that coffee to make up for it, how about that? And maybe I'll bring my balls for you to sign.

[homosexuals]

[there's a pause where hawk decides if he's just turning into a dirty old man or if that was on purpose. hm.]

Well, that sounds like a delight. I'll happily take you up on it.

You play? Every time I ask someone if they want a go on the court they say no - I don't know if it's them being kind about the knee or because they think I can't hack it anymore.

[nishtha]

[ It was definitely on purpose. 😌 ]

Perhaps they're intimidated by your prowess.

I'll play a few sets with you, if you promise not to be too devastating when I lose.